Wednesday, July 30, 2014

lifestyle change

Alright I'm not usually one for jealousy, I'm just not like that. But...

Everyone I know is going to college.
Or getting married.
Or doing something fun and amazing with their lives.

And I'm not.

I feel so left out. I want the whole college experience right now. The thought of getting married gives me chills and butterflies. And I honestly miss camping, taking pictures, exploring new cities, and just having fun. I hate sitting at home all day. Okay okay, while I was in high school I hated it. and I'm pretty sure I missed school more than I actually went. I hope everyone in school realizes how lucky and blessed they are.
You're probably thinking, well Kailee, get off your lazy behind and go do something.
It's not that easy for me (car-less & broke)...
It's not like I'm not doing anything with my life right now though.
I'm not totally unproductive.
I actually think I'm in denial of not being in school because I bought school supplies today. I am putting them to good use though, lately I've been getting really organized in my life and using all of it for just that.
Getting organized is one of the best decisions I've ever made. It's been a good change.
I make lists of everything and keep track of everything. My significant other laughs at me because I've made a list of lists to make.

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Two random quotes I've liked lately:

“Challenges are what make life interesting and overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.” - Joshua J. Marine

“Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, or worn. It is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace & gratitude.” - Denis Waitley


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Another Little Hole 
by Aqualung

love, k.